This is the start of my latest novel, which, when completed, will only be EXCLUSIVELY available for Members on the Members Page.

Yes, you will be able to download a copy, hopefully with your member number as the watermark or header.

©  M A W Jensen 2021

This sample is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. This sample may not be re-sold or given away to other people. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author.

This novel is total fiction, however is based on real events & humans???????


This story is completely fiction, but each character is based on people, I either knew, know, or know of.

All events and locations, unless specified, are fictional.

As per usual, I write from the heart. I may not be the best, perfect author, but I love giving it a go, and I totally value everyone who has supported me.

My goal is to ultimately help others who have been abandoned by their “Blood Relatives” for being their true selves.

This story is about 2 Transgenders, and others who interfere, but also revenge. There is a little bit of physicality, not as much as some of my other works.

Chapter 1: Surprise.

November 2016, Megan Sloane is busy at work, as usual. Where she worked, she was unable to have any personal belongings at her desk, this included her mobile (Cell) phone. Once Megan finished work, she removed her belongings from her locker & walked to her car.

When she got in, she turned her phone on, to find many messages & missed calls too. Megan connected her phone to her handsfree unit & checked her missed calls.

Most were standard from her family & friends, of course, there were several hang ups, which she knew were either telemarketers or scammers.

Megan drove home, via her favourite restaurant & picked up some healthy food for her dinner.

The drive was short.

Once Megan was home, sat down to eat her dinner & check her social youdia pages. Megan was shocked to receive a message from someone in her past.

Back Story:

Early 2015, Megan posted in a group seeking help, Carrie, the person from above, commented. Megan & Carrie, with permission from each, started private messaging. Megan felt alive & youthful again during this time, something she planned to tell Carrie.

Carrie, like Megan was Transgender, however, Carrie was a teen, whilst Megan was almost 50. Megan provided her contact number to Carrie, saying, “If you ever need to talk, please call me, but I don’t want your number, so please message me here first, so I know.” Carrie said, “Yes, will do, thanks friend.” However, after a few short weeks, Carrie blocked Megan.

Megan blamed herself & set about trying to explain things, which went unanswered.

Easter Sunday 2016, Megan was home watching television, when her phone rang, it was a private number, which puzzled Megan, but she answered.

All Megan heard was screaming, but not like someone was being hurt, it sounded like the caller was at the annual show. The call lasted mere seconds, but Megan felt it may have been Carrie trying to reach out.

September 2015: A “Friend” of Megan’s went behind her back & contacted Carrie. Carrie sent this “Friend” a screenshot of a post she had composed about Megan. FYI: I will not reveal as it is heinous & total lies. This caused a rift between Megan & the “Friend” who promptly spread the lies too then blocked Megan.

These lies caused Megan to remember deep, dark, hidden traumas, which caused Megan to restart her nightmares again. These traumas gave Megan many answers, including who molested her as a child.

Back to Our Story:

Carrie started the message off saying, “Megan, I’m sorry for what I did, I had no choice, but I turn 18 soon & I will legally be an adult, can we chat again, but in another site, I hope that we can meet up when I’m an adult.”

Megan was stunned by this message. She decided to deactivate that profile so she could take some time to think, not only about why Carrie reached again, but also what her own response might be.

Megan still felt angry at what happened, March 2015.

Megan decided to reach out with her old Counsellor to get some advice.

Megan called her Counsellor the following day and was able to fit her in that afternoon. Megan arranged to have the afternoon off work.

Megan arrived early, which was good as her Counsellor was waiting for her.

Megan’s Counsellor showed her in to the office, then they talked.

Megan explained about the message from Carrie & deactivating her account for now.

Megan’s Counsellor was sympathetic towards Megan plight and said, “Ok, I understand how you feel, especially with how Carrie treated you, my best advice is think about your reply over the next few days, write it down, somewhere like an electronic device, so you can make changes, then once you are happy with it, reactivate & send the message. Do you have any idea what you want to say to her yet?”

Megan said, “Thanks, that’s what I was thinking too. What I was thinking of writing is on here.”

Megan showed her Counsellor what she had already written.

She had written, “Carrie, Thank U 4 reaching out again, I’m unsure about U as U hurt me so much, I hope U can understand that. I need time 2 think b4 deciding. If I agree 2 meeting up, it must be in public, but video calls first, then once we r both comfortable with each other, we arrange an F2F meet.”

Megan’s Counsellor said, “That’s well written, & I agree with you, what do you think she will do?” Megan said, “Honestly, I don’t know, she is young & vulnerable, so who knows, but she has made the first move, I think she may get annoyed that I deactivated, & she may even not reply to me. I feel once she sees that I’ve reactivated, she may block me again, but it’s her choice, not mine.”

Megan’s Counsellor said, “Agreed, but now that she has reached out, hopefully she has realised her mistake, but what if she does block you again, what will you do?” Megan said, “True, honestly, if she does, her loss, & I will place her on my Business Black Ban List.” Megan’s Counsellor said, “Good, yes, that will teach her, hopefully it won’t come to that.” Megan agreed. Her Counsellor showed her to the door, they bade farewell, then Megan headed to reception to pay the bill.

Chapter 2: Decisions

Megan decided to spend the next few days thinking about what to write & ensuring that it won’t be misconstrued.

Thankfully it was a busy social weekend for Megan, she had a Girl’s Night Out Friday night, which she loved as she really let her hair down. Megan also got lucky in the ladies lavatory. Megan slept most of Saturday, but got a shock when she woke up, there was another naked gurl in her bed, who looked to be around 20/21.


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