SIGNS.

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Disclaimer: As usual, what is written below is my own personal opinion, and may vary from yours. It doesn’t mean to say that either is correct or incorrect, that’s what makes us all Humans.

I’d like to begin by acknowledging the Traditional Owners of the land on which we meet today. I would also like to pay my respects to Elders past, present, and emerging.

Please be advised I don’t talk about street, freeway, store signs, no, I will be talking about signs from either the Universe, and/or our Guardian Angels.

I know many of you reading this will say I’m delusional, especially surrounding Chris, and I totally understand.

Monday February 2^nd, 1970, I met the super amazing Claire Baire.

We were 1 month apart in age.

In 1994, CB passed away, at age 29. I felt so low because I found out she had passed away 6 hours after her funeral.

In the following months, I went “Vegetarian.”

I ended up collapsing and taken to hospital, placed into an induced coma.

During this time, I saw and spoke with CB many times, who told me many things, which so far have come true:

My Father will lean on me much more:

I will meet several people who will use and abuse me.

Will meet someone, briefly, who will have a profound effect on me, but this person will depart quickly, however, I will not forget them.

All 3 of these came true, and leads me to this blog.

The 3^rd event especially.

Early 2015, I posted in a group, seeking a surgeon in Melbourne, Australia. Another trans Gurl, I’ll call “Chris” commented.

We started messaging each other and decided to become friends. I checked her profile and baulked when I saw her age, I was almost 50, however, she was still a minor, however, I felt we could learn from each other, especially as I had asked about hormone therapy for minors, but palmed off by medical persons.

N.B. I did not, nor still do not have ANY Physical Interest in her, except a Friendship.

9 weeks later, she suddenly blocked me, without warning or explanation, which caused my depression to get worse.

However, the following month, I was due to travel to her region to see my psychiatrist, instead of staying where I normally did, stayed elsewhere.

I met up with a friend and we decided to go to the foreshore, where we had a walk, and bought an ice cream each.

I am certain I saw “Chris” and her then, I hope, still boyfriend/Husband.

Over the years, I have experienced many signs reminding me of Chris:

My Birth number is 9, hers is 5, however, many times I have travelled on vehicles, either with the number 7, or 5.

Recently, I turned my phone on, and went online, the 1^st thing I saw was an issue in the area where Chris resided during our association.

Late 2015, our house’s Hot Water service broke down, I was the only 1 home and was asked to let the Plumber in. I decided to sit downstairs, turned on the TV and within minutes, there was a story about whales in the suburb when Chris resided. FYI: Chris resided; I believe in a coastal area.

The plumber never turned up either, which so annoyed me.

Chris was born February 2^nd, 1999, exactly 29 years after CB and I met.

My favourite cousin, gave birth to her first child, a boy, February 2^nd, 1986, who she named the same name as Chris. I only learnt this in 2020, when I was searching for my cousin’s mum on social media.

Where they resided, the local radio station call sign was the 2 last letters of Chris’s full name.

November 8^th, 1994, around 2 ½ hours before CB died, episode 43 of Blue Heelers aired. This was directed by Chris Martin-Jones, and written by Ysabelle Dean. However, the following week’s episode which aired November 15^th, 1994, was episode 44 where Tom’s wife is killed. Written by Cassandra Carter. N.B. Cassandra was CB’s real birth name.

Where Chris resided, State Route 43 is the main road for them.

Also, when I was writing my True Story, I have no idea why, but I randomly chose CB. This is the initials of the suburb where Chris resided.

I still have no idea why I chose the name Chris. Again, well, I hope, I chose it at random, however, I strongly believe CB was guiding me.

Growing up, Both CB and I lived in a Suburb, which was CH as the initials. These initials are the last 2 letters in the suburb, I believe, Chris resided.

Where I used to live, during a lockdown, I had been home alone for quite a while.

However, one day, I decided to venture out of the house. I looked to see a vehicle with a registration, from the state where Chris resides, the plate basically had her name and year of birth. I got so emotional; I went back inside to cry for several hours.

Before I moved there, I had gone out for a day. I was travelling on a tram, and suddenly looked out the window to see a truck which had the main town close to where Chris resided. This was fully emblazoned on the entire sides and back of the truck.

Where my late father and I resided when he died. Our room was 32C/68. Something I only remembered early 2021.

I truly believe everything happens for a reason.

Quite often, when walking, I will see white butterflies, which fly around me. I have done research and feel this is CB, my mother and another friend who passed away suddenly

Numbers can be important signs from the Universe.

Those of us who are in tune with our Psychic selves, will be aware of our Guardian Angels watching over us.

The photo below is from “Man About The House” Season 5 Episode 2.

JM is the 1^st 2 letters of Chris name. 630 = 9, My Birth Number. BC, swapped around is the initials of the suburb where Chris resided during our association.

Several months ago, I had the most weirdest dream.

I was travelling on a Melbourne bus, sitting on the right hand side, I usually sit on the left.

I looked out the window and saw a burgundy SUV.

The driver was Chris, who saw me and started waving.

I also saw the registration: 1JM- 6MJ, Victorian Registration.

Suddenly I saw a street sign, and it was in the area where Chris resided.

I woke up in tears and sweating.

To this day, I still have no idea what this means.

Growing up, I lived in a suburb, where the 1^st 2 letters were Ca, same as Chris. 1^st letter of 2^nd suburb word is H, which is the last letter in the suburb word where Chris lived.

When I moved to Melbourne, I hired a 2 tonne van, the 1^st 2 letters in the registration were CA.

There are many other signs, especially regarding Chris.