Disclaimer: What my version of trust is, may differ from yours, or even Society in General.

Trust to me, is when you can be totally open and honest with someone and they are the same way too.

Trust also means that each is comfortable enough to open up knowing what is said, will not be revealed to anyone else.

Personally, it’s rare for me to reveal my inner feelings to someone.

To date, only 1 person has been lucky enough to know 95%,


Because I was ashamed of something, I never revealed to her.

Something I will always regret, because had I been totally honest with her, she may not have booted me out of her life.

She is the reason I’m a female, because she was the first person to see that I was a female, even at 4 years old, we both knew.

The reason why I have Trust & Intimacy issues is because from the age of 6-14, I was molested by an older relative. I only remembered this in 2018, when an ex-associate spread vicious lies about me online. Thank You JTM.

I was also the victim of a very vicious joke when I was 16, where I was so badly assaulted that I became infertile, but also reduced my interest in anything remotely physical by 99.9999999999999%.

Over the years, many people have been nasty towards me, hence why I keep quiet.

Therefore, when I do open up to someone, it means that that person calms me enough to Trust them.

My biggest trust issue is when I go out. I need to use Zebra crossings and will step back to wait until it is all clear of traffic. The reason for this is because many years ago, whilst crossing a Zebra crossing, a motorist who had stopped to allow me to cross, then started driving towards me.

This motorist and his passengers all laughed and hurled abuse at me.

I was still a male, therefore forbidden from showing my emotions.

This may sound weird, but COVID has allowed me to trust more, via online meetings.


Published by Mel's Customised Candles

🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🚋🦘🐨🔞💯💯💯💲5️⃣📖📖📖📖📖📖🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🚋🚋🦘🦘🐨🐨🚌🚌🚌🚌🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞🚋🚋🚋🦘🦘🦘🐨🐨🐨🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈 I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things. I've also been lied about, which is very unfair. Hatched in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia. Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it. Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical. Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling. Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues. To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME. I have written & Self-Published 11 eBooks, Link below. I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good. Have since left there. My 2022 goal is to raise enough funds to finally Establish MCC. I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills. I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease, so they have flexibility for appointments. MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others. All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in the Production area. Shares are $5 AUD each. The reason why they are low, is to allow all everyday winners the chance to share the wealth and help create MCC. Shareholders will share 80% of Annual After Tax profit, paid early November each year, hopefully starting late 2023. Multiple Incomes are the way of the future.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: