Claire Baire, from the moment we met Monday February 2nd, 1970, you stole from me:
My Heart, which to this day, you still have, & I know you will never give it back to me.
N.B. I do not have a photo of CB, as I do not have permission to use the only 1 I have publicly.
This is my 1st School Photo circa 1970.
CB, you were the 1 who 1st helped me realise I am a Gurl.
I will be forever grateful. THANK YOU, YOU GROOVILICIOUS STUNNER.
No1 has come 20% close to how I feel about you, because we have such a strong bond.
Those 9 years together, will always be the best memories ever.
Our times dancing on your bed to our favourite song.
Spending time with our families, who if I remember correctly, were planning our wedding at age 4. A nice gesture.
I totally regret not being totally honest with you about the trauma I was going through, I will also regret not being able to trust you enough, but I was ashamed.
CB you were the best thing to ever happen to me.
I wish I had not listened to my father, instead:
FOLLOWED MY HEART
& Gone to talk to you. What would have transpired no1 will ever know, but in hindsight, I would have done whatever you wanted, sadly, if you really wanted to permanently terminate our relationship.
I would have understood.
CB, you lit up every room you walked into, because of that infectious smile of yours, which when I am depressed, will think about & then smile.
To anyone reading this today, I would like to pass on this bit of advice:
βIf Someone Tries Telling You Something About Someone, But, In Your Heart, You Know The Person Is Wrong, Then Follow Your Heart, No Matter What, As You Will Never Know.β
I also strongly urge everyone to reconnect with those from your past, especially given the events of the past couple of years.
If I could go back to 1979 & talk with CB, I would.
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I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things.
I've also been lied about, which is very unfair.
Hatched in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia.
Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it.
Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical.
Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling.
Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues.
To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME.
I have written & Self-Published 11 eBooks, Link below.
I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good.
Have since left there.
My 2022 goal is to raise enough funds to finally Establish MCC.
I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills.
I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease, so they have flexibility for appointments.
MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others.
All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in the Production area.
Shares are $5 AUD each. The reason why they are low, is to allow all everyday winners the chance to share the wealth and help create MCC.
Shareholders will share 80% of Annual After Tax profit, paid early November each year, hopefully starting late 2023.
Multiple Incomes are the way of the future.
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