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Disclaimer: As usual, what is written below is my own personal opinion, and may vary from yours. It doesn’t mean to say that either is correct or incorrect, that’s what makes us all Humans.
Please be advised, I do not have permission to use her real name or image, but will use my novel pet name, which is Claire Baire.
Monday February 2nd, 1970 is the day my life changed.
I remember this day, like it was yesterday, because it was the most memorable day of my life.
The day I started school, once my mother and blister left I ran home. Mum brought me straight back.
After returning to school, I was taken to my classroom and put into the chair, between 2 girls.
1 of whom was the Super Amazing Claire Baire.
We got paired up in projects which I despised, because she was a girl and I was a boy.
However, we started talking and learnt so much about her.
To read more, please go and check out my true story.
CB was the 1 who helped me find myself.
For that, I will always be truly grateful.
What I’m about to write, is my assumptions, whether true or not, however hope to get clarification 1 day.
Sadly, CB decided to break up with me, after 10 years, why I have long since forgotten.
However, from 6-14, I was molested, and as I was a boy, thought I was to blame and males were never a victim, well, that I knew of.
I was so ashamed of this, I couldn’t even tell the 1 person I trusted the most in my life:
Honestly, I feel she got tired of me being distant with her, something at the time, I didn’t realise was.
In hindsight, I wish I had come clean with her, because who knows what may have happened.
I’m hoping we would have stayed together.
My point of writing this is to hopefully educate you all about your relationships with others.
If you are dating someone, and you can’t be fully open to them, then they do not deserve you.
If I could go back to 1979 and be honest with CB, not only would I have felt better, but who knows.
I will also say, never listen to others, like I did.
FOLLOW YOUR HEART,
because had I done so instead of listening to others, again who knows.
I feel CB got angry with me, because I never chased after her.
Because I listened to others and feel I let her down, I have been punishing myself, because I don’t deserve to be happy when CB was not.
FYI: From my own investigations, I don’t think she Married or had children, however, neither are confirmed or denied.
I still Love CB and always will. Only 1 person has come 20% close to how I feel about her.
Until we meet again CB,
Rest In Peace, and I know you are preparing everything for us to journey together once I join U.
The TV show “The Wonders Years” resonated with me so much.
The relationship between Kevin & Winnie reminded me of what could have been with Claire Baire.