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Disclaimer: As usual, what is written below is my own personal opinion, and may vary from yours. It doesn’t mean to say that either is correct or incorrect, that’s what makes us all Humans.

We all dream, sometimes we remember them, others we don’t.

Many may have hidden meanings, others who knows.

I want to share with you all some of mine I’ve had over the years; they are not in any order.

Recently, I dreamt, I was back at my mothers’ wake, this was in August 1991.

I was standing outside with family, some of whom were smoking.

I decided to pull a pack of cigarettes from my pocket and light one up.

As I removed the pack, everyone looked shocked and horrified, especially a cousin, whom I had abused for smoking over the years, she punched me, not hard, but enough for me to yelp.

As it was a sad day and many were there for dad and I, I was able to continue smoking.

When I woke from this dream, I was crying.

I think because I miss my family on that side and regret not doing what they wanted.

Dream 2: This one really sent me for a six.

I dreamt about “Chris.”

I was travelling on a Victorian bus, strangely sitting on the right hand side, I usually sit on the left.

As usual, was looking around and enjoying the scenery, however, it was not scenery I was familiar with.

Suddenly, I saw a burgundy coloured SUV next to us, and low and behold, Chris was driving.

I freaked out, but before I could change seats, she saw me and started sounding her horn, then we played charades towards each other.

How she was driving, I have no idea.

We soon stopped at some lights, she had to stop a little way back because of cars in front of her. I saw the registration plate. For purposes of this post, I won’t use her real initials, instead, these. CJ.

The plate was 1CJ04JC. Here in Victoria Australia, this how our plates are.

I freaked out, but I suddenly saw a suburb sign.

This was in the area, in another state, where Chris resided during our short lived association, early 2015.

The person who I based Chris on, her birth number is 5.

Had Claire Baire and I married, her initials would have been CJ.

I woke up, sweating, in tears and in severe pain.

To this day, still don’t know what it means.

Early 2021, I had a dream about Chris and my first Girlfriend “Claire Baire.”

I dreamt Chris had come to where I was living for whatever reason. CB happened to be there.

Now, anyone who knows me, knows, CB passed away in 1994, this is why I was so freaked out.

CB was over protective of me and she started punching Chris to the point where Chris was heavily bleeding and almost dead.

It took me a few minutes to stop CB from continuing, by which time, Chris was dead.

CB said, Great, exactly what I wanted, now I can take my revenge on you downstairs, nobody hurts


And get away with it.

I will protect him/her even from the grave.

CB then pashed me and both her and Chris were gone.

Even though I was weirded and freaked by this, I woke up laughing.

Again, I still have no idea, why I had this dream.

September 2021, Victoria and parts of Australia were rocked by an Earthquake.

This was the first one I ever experienced and to say I was shaken, is an understatement.

Over the past few months, I have been having nightmares about the Earthquake, however much worse:

I dreamt I fell into a black hole. This black hole is caused by the earthquake and opens up to suck every item close by in to it.

The first nightmare, was in Collins Street, Melbourne, whereby several trams were sucked down, with the power cables electrocuting several people.

The 2nd, I was walking from St. Kilda to Port Melbourne, only I was pulled down.

All subsequent have been located in Newcastle, NSW. Why I have no idea, as I have not been there since April 2015.

I’m so close to going back on Valium, because I need decent sleep.


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