MELBOURNE LOCKDOWN— FROM A SHY INTROVERTS POV Part 2.

© Mel’s Customised Candles Melbourne, Australia, 2021

Disclaimer: As usual, what is written below is my own personal opinion, and may vary from yours. It doesn’t mean to say that either is correct or incorrect, that’s what makes us all Humans.

Long Story short, we met up, I viewed the house, and met the Landlord. I was approved to move in and decided to the following week.

Unfortunately, my current housemates were angry I was giving 1 weeks’ notice, but I never had anything in writing.

Lockdown restrictions had eased a little, so I took advantage. A couple of friends assisted my relocation.

During the loading at the old place, the 2 people helping me, were asked if they wanted any coffee, but I was not, which got me very angry.

Once the loading had been completed, I gave my old room a good clean, then we left.

Upon arrival, we unloaded in less than an hour, then I relaxed.

As a thank you for allowing me to move in, I bought dinner for the everyone in the house.

The weeks went by, with lockdowns, then opening again, then lockdown.

It got tiring, and even for me, I started going stir crazy.

I would go for walks almost every day, to clear my head.

Another way I kept busy, was writing, I was able to complete 5 more novels, which was great.

2 of our housemates, who were a couple, decided to move out.

I decided to give the house a good clean, as my other would be either at work or partners residence, so I could clean without fear of the floors being messed up, or freshly wiped over benches dirtied again.

But, you know what?

Even this did not satisfy me.

For The Record: I did not seek romantic company, nor was I interested in anything romantic or even being close. Despite others all saying I needed the company and to get laid.

Between you and me, if that happened, I would have committed suicide.

Off subject for  a short time:

For those who don’t know, I’m Asexual and have major Trust Issues. This is due to being molested as a child and viciously assaulted at 16. I’ve also been lied too and about by many others this has caused a knock on negative affect for me.

 I walked away when others assumed about me, not everything revolves around, nor is based, upon sex or pashing either.

I don’t believe in wasting my energy on those who either won’t listen or just assume. I’ve gone through way too many times in my life-time.

Every lockdown hurt, but thankfully at the time, I was, along with many others receiving money from the Government. I was able to buy candle making equipment and supplies and started making them, this helped me get through lockdowns.

I had several awesome winners who believed in me and ordered some candles, which I made and sent off. This project kept me busy and unaware of the issues going on around me.

This next part will upset many, however, it is my personal opinion.

As much as Lockdowns keep people at home, well should, they are a necessary requirement to try and curb this virus.

What gets me is all the people who politicise Politicians when they put us in lockdown, especially when the Politician concerned is from another party.

Everyone should be banding together to stop the spread of this terrible disease.

By concentrating our energy on curbing this virus, we can start to open the world again.

I know some people would love to see us all locked down forever, because they have issues, we need to start slowly opening up.

For those who don’t know,

I suffer from the following:

Social Anxiety, Depression, Bad Nerves, and possibly PTSD because of the Molestation from 6-14, and vicious assault at 16, which left me infertile.

I love being alone, because I can do more, however, will be happy once lockdowns end.

I’ve become  a Contract House Cleaner, which I love and miss all my Amazing Customers.

Thank You for reading,

Much Appreciated.

You Are All Amazing, Influential, Inspiring Winners.

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