Regrets Hurt.

Happy Birthday Claire Baire (Not Her Real Name) 28/06/1965-08/11/1994.

From the moment we met, Monday February 2nd, 1970, you stole my heart.

We had so much fun together, I felt complete with you.

However, as strong as our relationship was, I was ashamed to admit what was happening to me.

I will always regret not trusting you enough.

I’m sorry for not chasing after you, after we broke up.

I was unable too, as someone else told me to leave you alone.

Should have followed my heart.

Again, in 1992, when you were on my mind so much, lied to again, by the same person.

Because I was not there for you, I’ve punished myself, because, why should I be happy, when you were not.

I know you died so angry and disappointed in me, rightly so.

This may sound weird, but have felt your presence and your guidance.

Thank You, Groovy, Stunnelicious Babe

To everyone reading this, please never Regret Anything.

I’ve regretted not being a strong person, which is why I’m in the hole I’m currently in.

Published by Mel's Customised Candles

I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things. I've also been lied about, which is very unfair. Born & Breed in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia. Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it. Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical. Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling. Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues. To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME. I have written & Self-Published 10 eBooks, Link below. I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good, thankfully I'm now settled in a great house with awesome housemates. My 2021 goal is to raise enough funds to finally undergo Gender Reassignment Surgery & Establish MCC. I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills. I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease. MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others. All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in Production area.

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