Puberty Part 3

2004, I decided to transition back to male. My Endo gave me a script for Testosterone injections every 14 days.

I was getting blood tests every 3 months, mainly to check my hormone levels.

My Oestrogen levels were higher than my T levels, which concerned my Endo.
He put me on a strict diet, however, that didn’t work. My E levels increased.

Even though my T levels were low, I started acting like a selfish, arrogant, rude male again, which I abhored.

I treated every female like dirt too.

My emotions were nasty.
One evening when working, I received a text message, saying, “Its Mark, Or Its Nothing.”

I had feelings for this woman. 5 minutes after I transitioned back to male, she discarded me like last nights ruined meal. I was devastated.

2005, I lost my charity job, due to many reasons.
2006-2010, I cared for my father, until he passed away.

2008, I obtained work as a train cleaner, but my female feelings were trying to explode. Many of my work colleagues thought I was more female than male, but because of dad’s views, I decided to be a man.

I couldn’t shake how I truly felt.

End of Part 3
Part 4 is the last part, & may be long.

Published by Mel's Customised Candles

I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things. I've also been lied about, which is very unfair. Born & Breed in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia. Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it. Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical. Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling. Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues. To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME. I have written & Self-Published 10 eBooks, Link below. I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good, thankfully I'm now settled in a great house with awesome housemates. My 2021 goal is to raise enough funds to finally undergo Gender Reassignment Surgery & Establish MCC. I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills. I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease. MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others. All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in Production area.

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