2004, I decided to transition back to male. My Endo gave me a script for Testosterone injections every 14 days.
I was getting blood tests every 3 months, mainly to check my hormone levels.
My Oestrogen levels were higher than my T levels, which concerned my Endo.
He put me on a strict diet, however, that didn’t work. My E levels increased.
Even though my T levels were low, I started acting like a selfish, arrogant, rude male again, which I abhored.
I treated every female like dirt too.
My emotions were nasty.
One evening when working, I received a text message, saying, “Its Mark, Or Its Nothing.”
I had feelings for this woman. 5 minutes after I transitioned back to male, she discarded me like last nights ruined meal. I was devastated.
2005, I lost my charity job, due to many reasons.
2006-2010, I cared for my father, until he passed away.
2008, I obtained work as a train cleaner, but my female feelings were trying to explode. Many of my work colleagues thought I was more female than male, but because of dad’s views, I decided to be a man.
I couldn’t shake how I truly felt.
End of Part 3
Part 4 is the last part, & may be long.
Published by Mel's Customised Candles
I'm a Transfemale, whose life has not been great, lied to about various things.
I've also been lied about, which is very unfair.
Hatched in Sydney, New South Wales, Australia.
Knew at 4, in 1970, that I was a gurl, but unable to do anything about it.
Used & abused by others, including being molested from 6-14 by a relative, viciously assaulted, and left to die at 16, I was left infertile, & little interest in anything remotely physical.
Wanted to be a Journalist, but because of assault, unable to continue my schooling.
Because of molestation and assault, I have major trust issues.
To keep the peace & make my father happy, did what he wanted, except join Defence Forces, Guns Scare ME.
I have written & Self-Published 11 eBooks, Link below.
I moved to Melbourne Australia February 2015, which has been good.
Have since left there.
My 2022 goal is to raise enough funds to finally Establish MCC.
I plan to employ Humans & Train them in Transferrable Skills.
I also plan to employ humans suffering from illness & disease, so they have flexibility for appointments.
MCC will observe COVID safe practices long after they have been discontinued by others.
All Team Members will be required to wear PPE when in the Production area.
Shares are $5 AUD each. The reason why they are low, is to allow all everyday winners the chance to share the wealth and help create MCC.
Shareholders will share 80% of Annual After Tax profit, paid early November each year, hopefully starting late 2023.
Multiple Incomes are the way of the future.
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